scattered pieces

Wednesday, April 12, 2006

There you are!
Long Journey?
YES! so long thought i would forget my destination..
I am so small..i mean my thinking ..my so called passion..everything
Why u say like that?
i am so used to get absorbed in thoughts of other ppl..*ppl* like me n u! i cant feel the existance of other things around me..their vastness..sharpness, beauty, n all those attributes i can even think of..
What r u thinking?
I dnt know...smtime in my journey i learnt the art of being afraid..fear..afraid of my smallness..limited thinking..fear of loosing my identity in this crowd..it conveys lots of things without even being aware of it..Guess i would know where did i come from..so that i can see all these creatures moving from there..MATRIX..i thought oneday i would know my destination..but whenever i stop with that notion..that smthng larger than my life laughs at me..as if i am defining my limits happily..where should i draw the line?..with whose permission?..may be one day i wont be suitable for being a part of this crowd which i think defines me n others like me...this is the resemblance i count upon...while moving ahead..not to resemble to anybody behind me..n to find more of them ahead of me..where would it end? being in the process or ..

Kyun is man ko aisi aas hai..
Anjanse faisle ki anokhi pyas hai.
.itni shakti aai kahanse muzme..
kya is stabdha man ko aayega samazme?..

Kuchh sase meri mere naam tum kar jao
achal me apne bandh ke us par lejao

Atstitwa apna mai bhool jau
tumhe pake khudko kho jau

aankho me tumahri mai dekhti hun
mere raj muskurate hai
jinke liye mai tarsti thi
vo aashiyaneme tumhari zulte hai

us ghadi ka muze intjar hai
spne aur suraj ek ho jaye
is dharti par meri utpatti ka sanket mil jaye

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Confined in silence it seeks freedom
once sure of its destiny, now lost on another path

stumbling upon invisible barriers
stands confused- doubting its own capability

known unknown all reasons wont back its fate
he, she n me too say thats the usual state

isnt it same with those beautiful birds
they fly in sky -that one divided in layers

symbolising strength of those wings?
made for flying FREELY as HIGH as they want?

freedom-ignorance?
invisible threads n unknown heights